Life is too sad nowadays. Everyday is just about books. To a 21 years old girl, she believes that there are more about life other than studying. Undeniably, study is important but sometimes it really depend.
When her life is just about studying, everyday force herself to wake up just to go to university, everyday feels extremely guilty because she sleeps.
Masking herself with the smile, she is actually feeling miserable behind the mask. If given a scale of 1 to 10, 1 being least miserable and 10 being most miserable, she will give a rate of 9. The reason for not choosing 10 is because she knows that there are more to come.
Deep inside her, she is hoping that there will be someone who can save her out or at least be able to look through her mask. All these while she is pretending, pretending to be tough, to be strong, to be happy, to be brave.
She yearned so loudly but nobody could hear her.
It is like standing at one end of the tunnel and could not see any light at the other end of tunnel.
There will be no ending.
|Photo credit to carson|