Recently, I am seriously not in a good mood. Feeling negative, down and upset the whole time.
Writing blog post makes me feel a bit better. I am just too used to write my problems out to make me feel better temporary instead of solving the problems.
I always feel sad over some absurd comment, feel affected when people talking about my weight. I simply cannot take it. I have low self esteem and criticism often doesn’t help me in any way besides further lower my self esteem, making me want to give up and making me more depressed.
I mean I already feeling so upset because I am already trying my best and yet I don’t get anything in return while all the world can do is criticising instead of encouraging me. When I do something well, i get nothing but when i do something wrongly, all i get is criticism. Is it even fair to me? Life is unfair.
When all I want to do is just to express my emotion but what people can do is judging.
I really need encouragement. If you want to give constructive opinions, you can tell me in a peaceful and diplomatic way. Not in a way which I could not accept.